True, there are far worse things for a person to have to
deal with, and I really have no right to complain about itchy skin. But it’s
something that I’ve dealt with since I was in middle school, and, though it may
seem like an insignificant thing, it’s taught me what I think is a significant
spiritual truth regarding dealing with temptation. That may seem odd, but let
me do my best to explain.
You see, reader, I’ve learned that when my skin starts to
tingle and crawl and scream with an inconsolable itch, there are always two
possible responses.
I can scratch the itch, or I can soothe it.
Scratching an itch is always the immediate, natural
response. Gross as it sounds, I often scratch without even thinking about it,
and for a brief moment, it feels so, so good. You know how it feels when you
scratch a mosquito bite – feels good, right? But the problem with scratching an
itch, as you probably know, is that it always makes the itch worse. As
satisfying as scratching an itch might feel, in the next moment, the itch comes
back even stronger and more unbearable than before. Not to mention the fact
that you’re scratching (a.k.a. damaging) your skin. Sometimes it’s so bad that my skin starts to bleed, and the itching
will always be worse than it was before. Not good. Not fun.
Soothing an itch, on the other hand, looks a lot different.
This is when my skin begins to crawl, but instead of scratching it, I get my
lotion and lather up my legs like there’s no tomorrow. Sometimes when the
itching gets really bad I have to go the tub and run cold water over my legs to
calm down the inflammation (or whatever it is that’s going on). Either way,
with lotion or cold water, the itch actually subsides, and my skin isn’t
damaged in the process. In fact, the lotion helps to heal my skin as it soothes
the itching.
Maybe this is all way more information than you want, but
something that I’ve learned is that having a really bad itch is the same as
facing temptation. And there are always the same two responses.
My first option is to scratch the itch. The response that
comes most naturally is to satisfy my sin by giving in to temptation, which
provides immediate, false satisfaction. Pursuing sin only makes temptation
harder to resist the next time, and it’s incredibly damaging to me, my
relationships with others, and, most significantly, my relationship with God.
My second option is to soothe the itch: I can fight
temptation by speaking truth to myself, by running to the Father and asking for
His strength and grace. I can remind myself of who God is and who I am in
Christ. These are the things which quiet the voice of temptation and help to
heal the brokenness in my heart and mind.
Though they seem to be opposite parts of who I am, my skin
and my soul actually need the same kind of treatment. Just like I need good
lotion to ease the itching of my dry skin, I need the truth of God’s goodness,
grace, and greatness to calm the restless cravings of my spiritual flesh.
And when I put on lotion instead of scratching and when I
run to God instead of pursuing sin, I can always trust that healing will take
place. The only question is if will I be intentional in pursuing that healing.
Because healing is always available.